i've recently come to the conclusion that if i were to ever get married, i would be divorced sooner or later.

the reason: i'm not sensitive enough to other people's feelings, or i don't show enough feeling to convey the idea that i care.

and chances are, in the divorce court, i'd just sit there and say: "Go. I'm worthless to you." while the person i'm going to divorce pulls up this blog from somewhere and uses it against me.

i just may never marry.

it's not that i'm afraid of commitment...

i'm afraid of divorce.

which will probably happen because according to some people, i have feelings like a fucking brick.