sonovabitch, i'm really tired of this fucking cycle.

i wake up only to realize that my parents have agreed to show another person our house. we only just took our house off the market so we didn't have to do fucking frantic cleaning runs in the span of ten fucking minutes . What pisses me off more is that for every time we gotta do the fucking cleaning, it almost guarantees that someone will not buy the fucking house. I don't know how many times we've been doing this, but for me, it's a waste of time, and a waste of energy.

AAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!

that and ants are crawling all over my fucking table .

time to play with fire.